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i think that you're beautiful

except for the ice wall around your heart

you are beautiful

you are beauty

full of grace

and confidence

but you wont let me in

inside your heart

you wont let me hear

wha you really feel

you built that wall

and now there is no tearing it down

not without tears

not without will

i want you to let me in

but you just make yourself

just a little bit colder everytime

i look in your eyes

i see that look that you get

you close your eyes

breathe deeply and tell me

another lie

but tis just one more

just one

just one

but you do not realize

that this one lie

is not the first and i know

that it will surely not be the last

but when i saw you lose yourself

i became addicted and now

i am not satisfied with

small glimpses of You

every once in a while

when your gaurd slips.

i was just thinkin and i mean so many people out there love poetry soo much and i really dont like but i seem to have a knack for it and its not what i want to have a knack for. you know some people love this stuff work hard and get nothing become discouraged and all, yet all i have to do is let go of my mind for like two seconds form a basis for a poem and write. thats it thats all i have to do. i mean some people spend hours trying to compose a poem thats only a page long and i spend about 5 minutes and thats cause thats how long it takes to write it not coem up with something to write, just to put it on paper. i wish that i could just hand this skill over to someone who would appreciate it more than i do but it is not that easy because it seems that not every one has the same knack to do things, some are athletes some are artists some actors and actresses, some singers and some composers. btu its like what am i going to do with poetry, nothing worth while i mean i may be good but i'll never be good enough to base a living on writing poetry. but dont get me wrong i dotn want to be like illiterate or whatever i just wish that i could let someone put this talent to good use for like a day or something.