stars | imxherexbutxyouxdontxseexme's Blog

i watch as my Sanity

is stripped from me

and taken to the funeral pyre

i watch it burn

as i try to fill my lungs

with the smoke that is left.

when you said you understood

i thought that you meant it

but you didnt, you never did

i withstood everything you put me through

i went through for you.

the world spins off kilter for you now

or maybe just for me

but as i see the stars go by

i wish to be among them

and when i see you go by

i wish for you to stay below them

you do ot belong to them, with them

i think that i shall take a break

visit them tonight

i might even stay

yes that sounds like a grand idea

i shall live amongst the stars

and never be afriad of you again

the stars will love me

as you never did

and they will understand

how should i go about my trip

to the stars

the bottle sounds nice

or maybe in a haze

or maybe one quick slit on my wrist

what if i just but the barrel to

my head and pulled the trigger

sounds easy.

choices choices choices

i have one last one to make

before i can visit my friends.