some more ranting from yours truely. | imxherexbutxyouxdontxseexme's Blog

i dont know what to write. i just needed to write something. Im so tired of everything. my dad and my brother, think im an idiot i think. i mean its like they tell me everything that i should do, come one really somethings are just common sense, and other things only idiots would do. oh but the second my brother has a prolem with the ipod he stole from me, who does he ask to fix it? right-o he, well not so much as asks but tells me to fix it. really does he think that i find if pleasing to just sit around and fix the things he breaks... ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME!?.

but what really brought on this newest rant was the other day, i went and got my eyebrow pierced again.(big woop right, its just a piercing its removable.) and i was tryng to send my friend a text message to tell her that i had got it done and i accidently clicked on my dads name instead of hers. so he got the message instead of her, and he like royally laid it all on me. he started chewing me out and telling me that i didnt think enough, and that i should think more. and that he cant trust me because for all he knows im gonna go out and get a tattoo on my nose(?) just because it would seem like a fun thing to do at the time. (i mean really does he think that i am so stupid as to get a tattoo on my nose?) and then i, of course, being the teenager that i am, hung up on him. and the he called my mom and told her to tell me to call him back.(lol.) and he told her a bunch of crap about how he didnt mean to yell at me and all that jazz. but what gives him the right to figure now is a good time to tell me what i should or should not do with my life. he left and came back so many times, he was never there. he still doesnt know when my birthday is. and he actually misspelled my name on one of my birthday cards. once he left for about three years and didnt hear a word from him at all until he came home. and then he just let himself in the house and acted like he never even left.

and then my brother.... where to start... he is a complete and total jerk. his own life is screwy enough without him having to butt into mine, but does that bother him in the least? nope he still butts in. take today for example, he had to go to court again again today (for something different than his last court date.lol.) anyways he got some probation he got some community service he got a pile of fines and whatnot. but as if he doesnt have enough going on in his own life to worry about, he called me and told me to call my dad, and he started in on a rant of his own, about how i should think before i do stupid stuff(says the guy who got drunk one night and decided to get a new tattoo that covers half of his back, just on a whim.) so what a perfect time for that teen angst to kick in but then, so what do i do, of course i hung up on him. he called me back and left me a very wonderful voice message. told me that i should call him back or he was gonna do something(something im sure would have been unbearably stupid, but he wouldnt ever do anything to me.lol.) and then he told my mom to tell me to fix his ipod because it doesnt work.lol.and i did actually attempt to fix it, but i cant come to any conclusions as to what is actually wrong with it, so i guess it wont get fixed.... or maybe just maybe he can fix it himself.lol.. wouldnt that be just grand?.lol.

ok i think that i am done... maybe.lol.

gah! it just ticks me off so much, i mean how is it that either one of them figure that they have the right to tell me what to do?...